Halloween

I'm very disappointed in myself today. I didn't think clearly and I let pity take over my better judgement. Ugh. I wish I was a meaner person. I really hate myself tonight. If we could rewind the night, I'd do it all over. Mom, just know, I'm sorry.

I am disappointed in myself, but I am thankful I got to trick or treat with my family. My niece and nephews are so fun! I love eating pizza at grandmas and seeing a lot of my family. Tonight I'm thankful that my conscious and Josh finally kicked in. I kinda got to reconcile some of my mistakes, but still feel terrible. Ugh!

I'm thankful for Halloween reminding me that there will always be boundaries.